Emideality darting after Why running around the males, soon catching up with Why she slowed, Pain was intense, but she couldnt let Why just run away and get herself killed. "Why take my life, but I am not going to let you just run off and get yourself killed, I have taken the role of pack alpha and that was to protect you all. So go ahead KILL ME!" her last two words were loud enough for the rest of the pack to hear, taking human form, her wounds bleeding and not slowly she staggered to stand infornt of Why "KILL ME!" she shouted at Why, knowing that no matter what Why couldnt harm a pack member she was sworn to the pack.
"i said i would fight but not kill." As Why said this she took human form and it showed in her eyes that she wanted to fight fear Giver but something in side of her said not to. Why was menatly torn in half between not acttaking a pack member or acttacking a ex-pack member as half of Why said 'you are not of the pack anymore.'
Why walked over to her pack alpha and started crying into her good shoulder, she done this because she saw Fear giver as her sister but would not say it to her,and saying"i don't belong in the pack anymore."
Once hearing Fear Giver shouting Long Ear runs over there as fast as he possibly can towards them. Once there he sees Why crying on Fear Givers sholder, Long Ear then walks towards them still in his wolf form. Once he is there he nudges Why on the leg by gently walking into her so Why knows she is there. He then says to her in wolf tounge "Whats wrong Why? You are part of this pack and we all care for you. Why do you not see your self as part of this pack?"
still crying on Fear giver's shoulder Why just shakes her head and her knees begin to go from under her.
Staggering back slightly as Why colapsed crying into her shoulder Fear Giver was unsure as to what she would do, She felt like someone had stabbed her many times over, and now she had Why huging her. Still trembling slightly she looked at Why, it was hard to tell what she felt the most pain, sadness or fear, and possibly a hint of anger.
Seeing Long Ear aproach she started to speak, "Why I don't care what happens, you are part of this pack, and the pack is like the family that I never had to me, So to split this pack I am afraid you will be forced to kill me." she looked at Long Ear, returning Whys hug but keeping her right arm tucked close to her body. she waited to either be killed, or for Why to acept what was said. Lowering to the floor, so both her and Why were on the ground sitting on there knees, Long Ear beside them.
"but i still don't belong, you have protected me all this time and all that i have done is attack you when you have helped me it is not right."looking around Why noticed that Last fire was not with them then she sounded abit like herself or what she had to say then she felt like an outlaw again, "where is Last Fire, and black mane?"
after saying that the world seemed to blur as she fell, and felt the warmth of Long Ear's back and Fear Giver's strong arms the wolrd seemed to darken but not blacken.
Fear Giver pulled Why back, so she was basicly cradling why in her left arm, a sister that she never had. Hugng Why so she would be warm, Fear Giver watched Long Ear over Whys shoulder. "We need to find somewhere safe to stay" her words were spoke in a whisper, as she sat with Why.
"Long Ear, I think the moon has had a bad efect on why, but we need to find saftey"
Long Ear nods in agreement and he quietly says, "yes I agree with you Why needs to be looked after and quicky, do you know of any caves near by? As that will be a good place to stay for shelter. Put why down on me she will be more comftable and you can give your arm a rest."
He then wispers to Why, "you are going to be ok, you derserve to be in this pack Why. You have help us in so many ways so don't you ever think that you are no use to the pack." Long Ear then starts to lick her just to say thanks for what she has done to help him.
Very faintly Why said "thank you Long Ear."then she gives him a hug that a child would to a pet dog,but this meant more than any word could say.then as loud as she could which was just loud enough for Fear Giver to hear and in a voice full of pani but at the same time relief.
" go and get the rest of the pack and Fear Giver i'm sorry for what i have done."with that she took her wolf form and licked Fear Giver's hand as she was not able to stand on her hind legs.then leaning on Long Ear Why finaly whispers "the moon seems to drain my energy or it may be my lack of blood along with not eating and sleeping ." with that the world seemed to go dark as Why finaly slept.
Fear Giver stayed in her hmuan form, Looking at Why and Long EAr she called the pack together. "We will rest here, there is cover and I wont rest but watch over those who need to rest" she said when the pack was together, Last Fire in wolf form curled up beside Why and Long Ear.
The pack was now together, Fear Giver moved so that she could lean against a tree, her arms rested on her lap she watched the pack toghether. "If Last Fire could go hunting before Why wakes we will be able to get going in a couple of hours" she muttered, now physicaly exausted, but she could easily travel on.